life is full of opening and closing doors,
sometimes i swear some aspects keep going ‘round and ‘round…
kind of like one of those revolving doors you see at the mall.
in order to open one door, another door closed…
it locked itself for a long time,
and i never thought i’d see it open again…
i’d always revisit it,
and wonder if i had never let it closed,
what doors would be open for me now?
if the opportunity to reconcile arose, would i have taken it?
i told myself that i’d give up the world for one person,
but now i realize just how silly that was…
especially since that person had never been willing to do the same for me.
now that this person is gone,
i feel like i can see clearly now.
all the people i left behind and those that had always been with me…
is it too late for me to learn how precious they truly are?
is it too late for me to finally appreciate them as they deserve to be appreciated?
is it too late for me to grasp this opportunity and finally make things right?
i’ll bid farewell to the past two and a half years.
i’m not proud of my choices and actions..
but it’s time to leave the past in the past.
My playlist is on shuffle, but I got a new song.