January 2011
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daily lesson [jan30].
it’s healthy!
let’s buy ten.
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daily lesson [jan29].
all the people who had been left behind. all the people who were casualities during the wars.
some might come back someday… some might never be near me again… some i have lost forever.
was it worth it, in the end? i don’t know.
all i can do is live life… move on and wish them all the best.
thank you for having once been close to me.
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“You threw me as I was about to explode…but you forgot to pull the pin....”
– Myself (2010)
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daily lesson [jan28].
things in life come and go. i think i’m starting to actually understand it now.
but don’t try to put the blame on me. they tend to do that.
you don’t trust me anyway now, right? you wouldn’t want to be with someone like me anyway. you’re okay with that, right? you like it, don’t you?
yeah, no. but sure, go ahead and assume if it makes you feel better.
i...
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daily lesson [jan27].
i don’t know why i couldn’t see it.
to be honest, sometimes i still can’t see it.
you are so effing self-centered.
the things you say,
the things you do,
the things you show,
it’s always all been about you.
and the sad part is… everyone could see it but me.
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daily lesson [jan26].
why is it that it’s so easy to fake a smile and fake a laugh… why is it so easy to fake being happy, when it’s so hard to fake being sad… being able to fake tears and make it believable is something almost impossible and where very little people are able to do so, faking happiness seems to be the easiest thing in the world.
why.
i’m losing sight of my reality.
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i can’t help but feel bitterness and sadness.
i cried again. i promised myself i wouldn’t. i promised myself i’d be strong. it’s silly, because it’s not like i didn’t know. i guess i just realize now that there’s no turning back— ever. it’s final.
and that’s why it hurt me so much more. to know that what we had, and all that we went...
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daily lesson [jan25].
Some things, when it has passed you by, you can’t go back to it.
Opportunities are lost. Regrets are formed.
All you can do is keep living.
Even if you feel like dying.
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daily lesson [jan24].
being a woman sucks.
monthly.
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daily lesson [jan23].
don’t be where you don’t want to be.
but sometimes you don’t have a choice…
suck it up.
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daily lesson [jan22].
being around many people,
even people who care deeply about you…
it doesn’t fill it.
nothing can fill that emptiness.
nothing can fill that spot.
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ruelo patisserie. →
I am definitely going. It’s so close to Markham-home too. Yum <3
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pie charts. →
Because pie charts are awesome…
And these ones are SO true!
CLICK THE TITLE, if you haven’t figured it out :D
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daily lesson [jan21].
sometimes you need to get away to be happy.
i’m far far away.
and i feel happy.
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daily lesson [jan20].
pretending to be happy can only take you so far.
thinking that you’re over things is your mind trying to keep pretending.
trying to be happy fails.
was i a stupid girl for even believing that i could?
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daily lesson [jan19].
fickle.
once fickle, always fickle.
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daily lesson [jan18].
i’m not that important.
but it’s not like i didn’t know that…?
also, things are never as they seem.
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today is the 18th.
you asked me.
it was raining today.
the sky was crying.
it was as though the sky was crying for me…
so that i wouldn’t have to.
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Wear Palettes →
It bothers me a bit when people wear extremely clashing palettes. Though I have to admit that I’m guilty of it too.
Which reminds me, today I mixed 3 different patterns together. Digusting, I know. Checkered tights under black ‘ripped’ tights under a vertical patterned pencil skirt and a semi-fitted long grey long sleeve…. I was going to wear a horizontal striped shirt....
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daily lesson [jan17].
starting something with friends makes it more exciting than it seems.
accomplishing something with friends makes it seem even more grandiose.
enjoying something with friends makes it more relaxing and enjoyable.
failing at something with friends is the most amazing thing ever.
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daily lesson [jan16].
LOYALTY
… is overrated, apparently.
Fuck it.
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things i don't understand[1].
When it comes to boys, and boys liking me, I thought I had it pretty much figured out. Perhaps it’s because it was always the same type that liked me, and the same type that I’d always attracted. I guess things are going a little differently now, because I’m getting confused.
I’m the type of girl who wants to be committed is she’s going to be committed. I’m...
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you know, we were bigger than love.