December 2010
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dec 31: thought.
Thought of the Day:
Today- well, yesterday actually, I realized the power I have to hurt people. Not physically; hurting people physically is something we’ve all been born with, and we abuse as we grow older. The power to hurt somebody emotionally, to scar them, and leave them with a pain that lasts far longer than any physical pain. The power to change who they are and who they become.
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they say.
They say that I’m perfect for you, that we’re better together. But I often say that she’s still better, that she have something I don’t. And when they ask what that is, I look down holding my chest and say, “your heart.”
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day 2.
Day 1: Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
I’m pretty sure the list could go on forever.
ONE: BEAUTY I wish I was pretty. I wish I was beautiful. I wish I didn’t have to wear make-up and still looked decent. Don’t get me wrong. I love make-up. It’s definitely fun to put on. Just sometimes, I’m really not in the mood, but I can’t NOT put on make-up and go...
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day 1.
Day 1: Pride. Seven great things about yourself. This is weird because I really am not usually able to find things to praise myself on… I hope I can find seven!
ONE: FASHIONISTA I used to be the biggest tomboy in the world. When I entered high school, I started caring more about how I looked— but honestly, I was a MESS. I went through so many different “styles”...
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The Seven Deadly Sins Challenge
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envoletoiavecmoi:
Day 1: Pride. Seven great things about yourself.
Day 2. Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
Day 3. Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
Day 4. Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.
Day 5: Greed. Seven worldly material desires.
Day 6: Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.
Day 7: Lust. Seven love secrets.
Starting this tomorrow. :)
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stop.
stop the arguing… it makes me feel like dying… all day, just stop all of it. i want to disappear. i want to disappear…
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eve.
merry christmas, michelle. wake up due to a nightmare. wake up crying. you deserve it anyway. you’re worthless. the one you love hates you now and only gets annoyed at everything you do. all you do is ruin his life anyway, he’s far better off without you.
everyone is telling you to leave the one you love alone. because you only make his life worse, you’re making him unhappy. ...
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wonder.
sometimes i wonder if you just don’t want me to stop liking you because you like the feeling of being liked.
and at other times, i worry that you’re trying to exact revenge on me …
i don’t think i ever feel that you don’t want me to stop because you still like me and still have feelings for me, as i already know you have feelings for another.
i wonder which it...
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i'd rather.
I’d rather be a silly crybaby, than have something to really cry about.
No one will ever see my tears again. Only you made me feel less pathetic when I couldn’t hold back tears for whatever reason, which only made me cry more… But it was out of happiness, because I knew how lucky I was to be with you. Having something to really cry about is better than having nothing to cry...
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chuck & blair.
I finally caught up to the latest episode of Gossip Girl. There’s so much that have gone on with other characters that’s actually interesting, but of course, Chuck and Blair are the only ones I really care about after all. So in this super long post, I’ll give you the back story— and then my thoughts.
Spoilers for Season 3 and 4 (You’ve been warned)
So Season 3...
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to my love.
my fingers are in pain from stabbing myself with a needle all night trying to sew the petals together beautifully. my thumbs are scrapped and burnt from burning the edges of my love letter to you. i have a burn mark on my hand from the glue gun when i was making the stem to my felt rose. i kept falling asleep, but i wanted to finish this… and in the end, it took longer than i thought. my...
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a matter of taste. →
This collection is most definitely tasteful ;) ! I’m loving the spaghetti belt, and the cashew sandals are gorgeous ♥ ! Check it out— which one do YOU like best?
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i promise.
So I’ve decided— these are going to end up in my wedding vows when I write them when I get married to the most wonderful person in the world. This is beautiful. I’ve always been wary of promises, because I felt like they’ve been broken all around me. I want to trust and be able to make promises that I won’t have to doubt that I’ll keep— because I know I...
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microbio.
… and abpsych… and stats…
DONE.
one more. french, let’s go…
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the dream.
I dreamed that you had ceased to love me— not that you had come from other beds back to mine, or gone from mine to others, just that something in your heart had stopped. I willed myself awake to find you still beside me. It was just a dream, I thought, yet when I turned to kiss you, in your eyes I saw that you had ceased to love me. I willed myself awake a second time to find myself alone, as I...
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tears.
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Don't Hope Friend....Decide
Truly Inspiring :)
I hope I can experience a love as deep as this one day as well !
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While waiting to pick up a friend at the airport in Portland, Oregon, I had one of those life changing experiences that you hear other people talk about, the kind that sneaks up on you unexpectedly.
This one occurred a mere two feet away from me. Straining to locate my friend among the passengers...
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“I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be...”
– Omer B. Washington
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MyLifeIsAverage - Life is pretty normal today →
pika … CHU !
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STATS
… is now dead.
As of 11:35 AM this very morning, Stats 2B03 has been defeated, and shalt never be brought forth ever again.
:)
1 down, 3 to go.
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Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren’t as good, but easy....
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Toronto Time Lapse →
To all your fellow Torontonians: This is really cool! :D
And if you’re not, check it— it’s still cool :)
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exam period study music →
it’s exam season, but it’s also christmas season! (click the title) exams may suck but that doesn’t mean it should kill your christmas spirit. a list of christmas songs to search up and listen to (you can find versions sung by your favourite “more modern” artists as well— though the classics always rock :D)
best way to up your spirits while studying = christmas...